♥Proud to be Filipina's Corner♥

They used to call me a loner for the reason that i'd rather stay at home during my down times than spending it over to a place where I can sit, relax, chill and have fun. They were totally wrong! I don't consider and i am not used to call myself a loner. It's just that, I grew up in a family where I don't get what I wanted. So sad. In fact, during my college days, I am not allowed to go out with my college friends overnight, if i do, i always make sure to go home on or before the clock hits 12:00 midnight! If not, my mom would get mad at me and i don't want it to happen.

There's pain in my heart now. :-( There are sooo many things in my life that are not suppose to be happening but unfortunately it happened! I will not go into details about it, i would rather keep it privately. I can no longer take this pain anymore. I believe, I also deserve to be happy but why in hell, they won't let me?I know it is not right to judge other people's decisions, but they can't blame me if I don't agree with them! Their ideas and concept in life is way farther from mine!

Don't make someone a priority when they're making you an option! well, that's definitely true! From now on, I'll focus more on the things that would make me happy not only as a person but as a human being as well. I am very emotional person, yes i really am! and i hate myself for being so damn emotional! If you see me happy, always laughing every time i am with you, don't you ever feel so comfortable coz you have no idea what are the things that are running at the back of my mind. In fact, you even have no idea what i feel inside. You don't know what i wanted in this so called LIFE!

Please don't get mad if you see me changed! I will do this for myself. There's so much in my head that i want to share with ya'll but because i want to take it privately, I chooses not to! I would like to thank my friends for being there for me. and also i would take this opportunity to thank my friend/officemate "Amielyn" aka "Mimot" for being there for me too! Thank you for the words of wisdom you've sent to me a while ago. It may be means nothing to you, but for me it means a lot! I know in my heart, she (Amie) really is a good a person. I don't understand why there are people hates her maybe because they don't know much about her. If they just know, who the real amie is, they would agree that indeed, she really is a nice person inside and out. Thanks anyway! :-) Ooopppsss, I am getting out of the topic huh?! tsk tsk tsk.. Till then!