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Someday, I will be over YOU!

I've been reading the blog of Mary Anne for how many days now. I got interested upon reading the Love Story of Ron Navarro and Anne Abedoza. I can't wait to see how their love story ends. Will they end up together? ahehe.. Their Love Story makes me "kilig" Super! I remember my college days.. I remember someone.. hahahayyy.. (Mura kog buang cgeg katawa sa ofis samtang nagabasa sa ilang love story. Lingaw jud kaau as in!.) So if you have time, please read this one. http://terryannemary.com/. Somehow it will brighten your day "kay mag cge ra man kag katawa and kiligon sad ka sa ilahang duha..". hahahaha.

I look forward for tomorrow's post. 2 sets more to go! Weeee....

It has been a roller coaster ride for me for the year 2008. If i only knew what we had will ended up this bad, I should have done this before he did! I don't want to talk about it anymore. It still gets under my skin. He's more than a sh*t! that's all i can say about him period!!

Year 2009 will be the time to look forward to. It is the beginning of a new day for the rest of our lives. We should all be optimistic about today and the future ahead of us. Remember, what a person thinks plays a vital role to the outcomes in their life. Forget the past, it does no good, only harm to be thinking of those problems. Leave old hurts behind in 2008. There's so much to be thankful for.

Another year is yet to come. If anyone hurts you, it is healthiest to not hate but instead feel pity for him/her since he/she is the one who has lost the chance of your love and he/she is the one who is fickle and may not again find love and happiness.

May the New Year give you peace, joy and happiness to your hearts! Happy New Year Everyone!

Grrrr.. I was in front of my personal computer having some chit chat with my officemate Mylene when my mom turned on the radio and tuned up to her favorite station when suddenly the station played "Love will Lead you Back". Grrr.. It was my favorite song way back but NOT until when i experienced painful unforgettable moments. You know the LOVE thing. He's the reason why i changed a bit! Grrr.

Soon i'll going to post what had happened to me last Christmas! and mind you it was the worse Christmas i ever had! I'm kinda busy at the moment with other extra curricular activities. :-)

Sometimes, you make me feel that you don't care for me at all.

I've had to deal with problems for the past few days and that's the mere reason why i haven't posted anything on my blog. What i went through is not easy though i have no choice but to be strong.

I filed a 1-day vacation leave last Monday. SOmehow, it helped me to worry-free myself from all the problems I've encountered. I am very much open to talk about my personal problems with my officemates. In fact, i always ask for their own opinion and see what advise i could get from them. I remember what Molit told me last night something like: "Gurl, if you want to work things out or want to make things better then i suggest hold on to that person but if time comes, you can no longer take the pain then it'd be better to let go of that person. it's too much! Be strong, Hold on and Have Faith."..

It feels so good when you have your good friends with you especially in times that you needed them most. I can say i am lucky enough to have them. They are NOT a bad influence to me. I just want to take this opportunity to thank them for always been there for me.

I hope 1 day he'd be able to see my worth. Only time can tell him that. I watched "Your Song" last sunday and there's line there that hits me. A guy (played by Enchong Dee) said and it goes something like: "Ngayon, handa na ako na maging bf mo" and the girl (played by Kim Chiu) replied: "At ngayon para sa akin wala na".. touching, isn't it? If you happen to be an avid viewer of this show, you'll know what i'm talking about.

Our relationship may not be perfect but it was REAL. :-(

I don't wanna talk about my personal problem. I just don't feel like doing it. I can still take the pain, I just know when to stop. :-(

They used to call me a loner for the reason that i'd rather stay at home during my down times than spending it over to a place where I can sit, relax, chill and have fun. They were totally wrong! I don't consider and i am not used to call myself a loner. It's just that, I grew up in a family where I don't get what I wanted. So sad. In fact, during my college days, I am not allowed to go out with my college friends overnight, if i do, i always make sure to go home on or before the clock hits 12:00 midnight! If not, my mom would get mad at me and i don't want it to happen.

There's pain in my heart now. :-( There are sooo many things in my life that are not suppose to be happening but unfortunately it happened! I will not go into details about it, i would rather keep it privately. I can no longer take this pain anymore. I believe, I also deserve to be happy but why in hell, they won't let me?I know it is not right to judge other people's decisions, but they can't blame me if I don't agree with them! Their ideas and concept in life is way farther from mine!

Don't make someone a priority when they're making you an option! well, that's definitely true! From now on, I'll focus more on the things that would make me happy not only as a person but as a human being as well. I am very emotional person, yes i really am! and i hate myself for being so damn emotional! If you see me happy, always laughing every time i am with you, don't you ever feel so comfortable coz you have no idea what are the things that are running at the back of my mind. In fact, you even have no idea what i feel inside. You don't know what i wanted in this so called LIFE!

Please don't get mad if you see me changed! I will do this for myself. There's so much in my head that i want to share with ya'll but because i want to take it privately, I chooses not to! I would like to thank my friends for being there for me. and also i would take this opportunity to thank my friend/officemate "Amielyn" aka "Mimot" for being there for me too! Thank you for the words of wisdom you've sent to me a while ago. It may be means nothing to you, but for me it means a lot! I know in my heart, she (Amie) really is a good a person. I don't understand why there are people hates her maybe because they don't know much about her. If they just know, who the real amie is, they would agree that indeed, she really is a nice person inside and out. Thanks anyway! :-) Ooopppsss, I am getting out of the topic huh?! tsk tsk tsk.. Till then!